While reading “Aria” by
Richard Rodriguez, I couldn’t help but think of the articles that we have read
in class by Lisa Delpit and Allan Johnson. In Rodriguez’s article, he tells how
he felt as though he lost part of himself by giving up his first language of
Spanish to learn the English language. “The old Spanish words (those tender
accents of sound) I had used earlier-mama
and papa--I couldn't use anymore. They would have been too painful
reminders of how much had changed in my life.” (37) Rodriguez described learning English as “…having
to learn the language of public society.” (34) This quote particularly made me
think of Delpit’s article (“The Silenced Dialogue”) and the existence of power, specifically the five aspects of power that
she talked about. “The rules of the culture of power are a reflection of the
rules of the culture of those who have power.” (24). Richard Rodriguez had to
learn to “language of the public society” in order to fit in. He had to study
English because it is seen as the language of power. Even though Spanish was the
language spoken at his home and by his family, Rodriguez had to learn the
language of those who made the rules and codes of power.
In Rodriguez’s article,
he also says that “it would have pleased me to hear my teachers address me in
Spanish when I entered the classroom. I would have felt much less afraid. I
would have trusted them and responded with ease.” (34) Rodriguez expresses the
initial fear he had of learning a new language. His fears related to Johnson’s article titled Privilege, Power, and Differences. In his
article, Johnson states that “People can’t help fearing the unfamiliar.” (3) Rodriguez
was afraid of learning the new language not only because it was something he
had not known before, but because he feared the changes that were occurring in
his home life. He lost a part of himself that he never completely got back.
Talking Point: I think
that everyone can relate to being scared or nervous of something that they have
never experienced. While reading these articles, I immediately thought about
starting our service learning projects. I know I was very nervous on the first
day over the little things, such as getting in the door and finding the main
office. I can only imagine how scared I would be if I was told to forget my
primary language all together to learn something completely new to me.